
HELLO FRIENDS,TODAY I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT NEGATIVITY IN RELATIONSHIPS. TODAY DRIVING IN MY CAR,I TUNED INTO A LOCAL FM RADIO STATION. GENERALLY I WOULD LISTEN TO CD'S OF MY LIKING. I MEAN IF YOU'RE GONNA BE PROGRAMMED,WHY NOT PROGRAM YOURSELF WITH A MUSICIAN WHO HAS INTERESTING OUTLOOKS?LOL. SO ANYWAYS,THIS ONE SONG CAME ON "I LIKE IT" BY SOME NEW SINGER NAMED SEVYEN. I THOUGHT THE BEAT WAS CATCHY. I HAPPEN TO LOVE HER VOICE AND I THINK THAT SHE IS TALENTED AND ATTRACTIVE. BUT I TOOK A CLOSER LISTEN TO THE LYRICS. AND SHE SINGS AND I QUOTE " ONE DAY WE'LL BE IN A CADILLAC-I'LL BE RIDIN' WITH MY SEAT LAID BACK. NEXT DAY I'LL BE BREAKING ALL YOUR WINDOWS,KEYIN' UP YOUR DOORS" IN THE PRE-CHORUS SHE SINGS AND I QUOTE " AND YEAH,WE BREAK UP,I BREAK ALL YO STUFF. THAT'S JUST HOW WE LOVE. WE KEEP IT SO HOOD." NOW LISTENING TO THIS SONG,AS A WOMAN FROM THE HOOD AND OF COLOR,I DIDN'T AGREE WITH THE LYRICS. WHY YOU MAY ASK? WELL IT'S NOT COMPLICATED. I DISAGREE WITH THE MENTALITY THAT LOVE HAS TO BE DRAMATIC OR PAINFUL. YES,WHEN WE LOVE SOMEONE,THEY CAN DO THINGS THAT HURTS US EMOTIONALLY. AND I'M SURE THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED TO MOST OF US,IF NOT ALL. BUT MY POINT IS THAT LOVE IS NOT SUPPOSE TO HURT. AND SHOULD WE PART WAYS WITH OUR LOVE,DOES DAMAGING THEIR PROPERTY OR BECOMING VIOLENT WITH THEM EQUATE TO LOVE? WHY DO SOME PEOPLE,PARTICULARLY URBAN DWELLERS, EMBRACE BADNESS? IF YOU ARE GOOD AND STRIVE TO BE POSITIVE,THEN YOU ARE CONSIDERED A PUNK OR NOT FROM THE HOOD. NOT FROM THE STREETS OR YOU AIN'T BOUT' THAT LIFE. WHY? AND WE WONDER WHY SOME MEN OF COLOR ARE BEING DRIVEN INTO THE ARMS OF WOMEN FROM DIFFERENT PROGENIES , THEY'RE FREAKIN SCARED OF US!! I'VE HEARD MANY AMERICAN MEN OF AFRICAN STOCK,SAY "MAN, BLACK WOMEN ARE CRAZY". AND I WONDERED - WHERE DO THEY GET THESE NOTIONS? HONESTLY, I THINK THAT WE ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO WOULD SING ABOUT COMMITING VANDALISM AND VIOLENCE IN SUCH A GRACEFUL,AUTHORITATIVE MANNER. LOL. MY POINT IS THAT LADIES,WE NEED TO STOP GLAMORIZING ABSURD BEHAVIOR AND THEN WONDER WHY WE CAN'T KEEP A MAN. WE WONDER WHY THEY RUN FROM US!! BESIDES THAT, I LIKE SEVYN AND LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING MORE FROM HER. I'VE ALSO POSTED THE VIDEO.
TODAY MY FRIENDS,I WANT TO TALK ABOUT CAPITOLISM. NOW CAPITOLISM IS A VERY DIFFICULT MACHINE TO DISSECT OR ANALYZE( WHY DOES ANALYZE HAVE ANAL IN IT?,EVER HEARD THE SAYING THAT SOMEONE IS UP YOUR ASS. A LITTLE FOOD FOR THOUGHT,LOL) IN A FEW PARAGRAPHS ANYWAY. STUDENTS GO TO SCHOOL FOR POLITICAL SCIENCE FOR MANY YEARS. AND STILL DON'T FULLY UNDERSTAND IT. IT'S MECHANISMS,IT'S ENDS AND OUTS,HOW IT FULLY WORKS. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY THE GENERAL PUBLIC DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS? WHY IT'S NEEDED? OR BETTER,IF IT IS NEEDED?. I'LL TRY TO PUT THIS VERY SIMPLE-WHEN ONE IS CAPITOLIST,THEY CONTROL THE SUPPLY AND DEMAND. PRETTY SIMPLE RIGHT? MAYBE NOT,BUT I'LL ATTEMPT TO GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE. IMAGINE THIS- IT'S TWO MONTHS BEFORE THE BIGGEST MATERIALISTIC HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR-CHRISTMAS.( WHICH HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH CHRIST!! ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER POST). YOU HAVE A SON, AND WE KNOW THAT MOST BOYS (MEN INCLUDED,LOL) LOVE VIDEO GAMES. SO GAMING SOFTWARE COMPANIES PUT OUT THIS MASSIVE CAMPAIGN TO PROMOTE THIS NEW GAME THATS GOING TO BE RELEASED RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS(WINK,WINK). I MEAN EVERYWHERE YOU LOOK COMMERCIALS,MAGAZINE ADS,TV SHOW SEGMENTS, ALL HYPING UP THIS GAME! YOU BEING A PARENT,WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO APPEASE YOUR CHILD,SO YOU DECIDE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO BUY THIS GAME FOR THEM, PROVIDING IT'S AGE APPROPIATE. BECAUSE THIS GAME IS SOOO DESIRED (THANKS TO MASS HYPNOSIS) THIS VERSION ( HOW MANY WAYS CAN THE SAME CONCEPT,DIFFERENT TITLE,BE MADE?) IS GOING TO COST NOT 50 USD,NOT 60 USD,NO NOT EVEN 75 USD BUT 89.00 DOLLARS. ROUNDED OFF,100.00 DOLLARS WITH TAXES,100.00 DOLLARS!! SO YOU CHALK UP THE MONEY IN THE NAME OF HAPPINESS. YOU GO HOME,GIVE IT TO YOUR CHILD AND RELISH AT HIS EXUBERANT DISPLAY OF JOY WHEN HE RECEIVES HIS GIFT( THEIR SMILE ALONE IS WORTH IT,SHH!! BUT DON'T LET THEM FIND OUT! ) YOUR CHILD OPENS THE GAME,PLAYS IT FOR ABOUT A HOUR,AND COMES TO YOU "MOM,I DON'T LIKE THIS NEW GAME". AND HE GOES ON TO TELL YOU HOW THE OLDER VERSION IS ACTUALLY WAY BETTER. YOU DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND HIS GAMER JARGON,BUT YOU TAKE HIS WORD FOR IT. "OK HONEY" YOU REPLY " IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY,THEN THERE'S NO NEED TO KEEP IT,WE'LL TAKE IT BACK AND FIND SOMETHING YOU LIKE,OK SWEETIE" "THANKS MOM"! HE SAYS. SO YOU GO TO THE STORE " HELLO SIR,I NEED TO RETURN THIS GAME,I BROUGHT IT ABOUT A HOUR AGO AND MY SON HATES IT!!, IT'S NOT DAMAGED OR ANYTHING" YOU SAY. "OK MISS,I'LL SEE HOW MUCH WE CAN GIVE YOU BACK FOR IT. YOU'RE PRETTY LUCKY. THIS IS A HOT GAME,NORMALLY YOU WOULD GET BACK ONLY 5.00 DOLLARS BUT WE'LL GIVE YOU 10.00"!!. THE SALES REP SAYS. "EXCUSE ME SIR, BUT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, I JUST PAID ALMOST 100 DOLLARS FOR IT A LITTLE OVER A HOUR AGO,I WANT A REFUND!!" THE SALES REP REPLIES " I UNDERSTAND MISS,BUT WE DON'T DO REFUNDS ON OPEN SOFTWARE,HERE IS OUR RETURN POLICY" CHECKMATE,THERE IS NOTHING MORE YOU CAN SAY. AND ALL THE OUTLETS THAT SELL SOFTWARE HAVE THE SAME RETURN POLICY,CHECKMATE AGAIN!! AND THE REAL KICKER HERE IS THAT THE DISC HAS A HARD VALUE OF .01 CENT, THATS RIGHT .01 CENT. SO ESSENTIALLY, WE THE CONSUMERS ARE PAYING FOR THE MARKETING (THE CAUSE OF WHY YOUR CHILD FELT LIKE HE HAD TO HAVE IT), THE GAME PROGRAMERS WHO MAKE A HEFTY YEARLY INCOME,AND THE SOFTWARE STORE TO KEEP THEIR THREE EMPLOYEES EMPLOYED ( SAY THAT FAST THREE TIMES,LOL). BECAUSE OF CAPITOLISM,WE'RE STUCK WITH A PRODUCT THAT WE PAID 1000 PERCENT MARK-UP ON. AND IT SERVES NO PURPOSE WHEN IT'S TIME TO PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE. BIG COMPANIES CONTROL THE SUPPLY AND DEMAND. MARKETING IS THE WIFE OF CAPITOLISM. AND GREED IS THEIR CHILD. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, YES THIS SCENARIO HAS HAPPENED TO ME, BUT I'VE CHANGED SINCE THEN. INSTEAD OF FALLING PREY TO CAPITOLISM, I NOW EXPLAIN TO MY CHILDREN THE CAUSE AND EFFECTS OF IT!!
HELLO FRIENDS,I WANT TO EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE TO ALL WHO VISIT MY SITE. I ESPECIALLY WANT TO THANK THOSE WHO COMMENT ON POST. YOU GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO MOVE FORWARD,YOU GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE!! THANK YOU MUCH!!!! MUCH <3
ARE YOU INDIGO? WHAT EXACTLY IS AN INDIGO? I FIRST NOTICED THIS TERM WHEN SURFING THE INTERNET ON METAPHYSICS. AFTER SEEING THE WORD EVER SO MANY TIMES,I DECIDED TO DO FURTHER RESEARCH AND FIND OUT WHAT IT WAS. NOW GROWING UP,I'VE ALWAYS FELT DIFFERENT. I NEVER FIT INTO THE POPULAR CLIQUE. I HAVE BEEN BULLIED AND TEASED BUT WHO HASN'T? BUT TO BE HONEST,I HAVE ALWAYS FELT A LITTLE MORE MATURE THAN MY PEERS.BUT I ATTRIBUTED THIS TO MY DYSFUNTIONAL UPBRINGING. I WAS SOMEWHAT FORCED INTO EARLY ADULTHOOD.MORE IMPORTANT THOUGH,I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THAT I WOULD ONE DAY SERVE HUMANITY. I HAVE ALWAYS HATED INJUSTICE,OPPRESSION AND SUFFERING. I GET REALLY FIRED UP WHEN DISCUSSING POLITICS,(OR SHALL I SAY ,CORRUPTION IN POLITICS) POLLUTION, GLOBAL WARMING GREED,MATERIALISM,TYRANNY.....OH MY GOD,I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS ABOUT WHAT ANGERS ME,BUT WE ALL FEEL THIS WAY,RIGHT?. EVEN AS A YOUTH,I HAD THESE EMOTIONS,THOUGH I MOSTLY KEPT THEM TO MYSELF.I HAVE HAD SOME PEOPLE ASK ME"WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH"? "WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE IF PEOPLE IN THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES ARE DYING FROM CIVIL WAR, POLITICAL UNREST OR FAMINE?"." YOU CAN'T CHANGE WHAT'S GOING ON OVER THERE.WHAT GOOD IS IT FOR YOU TO GET ANGRY"? TO A CERTAIN DEGREE THIS IS TRUE,BUT THEN AGAIN IF NO ONE EVER IS CONCERNED, THEN EVIL DOERS WILL BE FREE TO DO AS THEY CHOOSE WITHOUT RAMIFICATIONS. HAVING CONCERN FOR OTHERS IS FUNDAMENTALLY WHAT MAKES US HUMANS. IN MY HUMBLE OPINION HAVING EMPATHY FOR OTHERS IS WHAT SEPERATES MODERN HUMANS FROM BARBARISM. INTO ADULTHOOD,I NOTICED THAT NOT EVERYONE HAD THESE SAME FEELINGS OR SHALL I SAY THAT NOT EVERYONE IS EQUALLY AS ZEALOUS ABOUT RIDDING THE PLANET OF HUMAN SUFFERING. ACCORDING TO THE INDIGO THEORY,THERE ARE AN ELITE FEW WHO HAVE BEEN CALLED BY GOD(SOME WOULD SAY THE UNIVERSE) FOR THE SPECIFIC PURPOSE OF USHERING MODERN MAN AND WOMAN INTO THE AGE OF ENLIGHTMENT OR AN UTOPIAN SOCIETY. COULD THERE BE ANY TRUTH TO THIS INDIGO CHILDREN THING? WHO KNOWS!!! BUT THERE ARE A COUPLE OF THINGS FOR CERTAIN. 1) I RELATE TO AND POSSESS THE TRAITS OF AN INDIGO CHILD. 2) I'M SURE THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO DOES. SO I'M CALLING ALL INDIGO CHILDREN. IT'S TIME WE START ACTING ON OUR DESIRES TO BRING HARMONY AND BALANCE TO ALL,AND NOT JUST TALK ABOUT IT!! PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT. I LOOK FORWARD TO RECEIVING FEEDBACK ON THIS AMBIGUOUS PHENOMENA. |
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