I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment I suspect
U were all that I dreamed of
The sun rose on u my love
Woe is me that we couldn't b
Eternity is what I envisioned
Tragedy is what I was given
They say that man plans and god laughs
Manifest didn't stand a chance
I thought that everything was ok
yet on this day...the skies turned gray
Didn't think that I could survive...survive without u by my side
O god, how can a love so young be so deep?
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
Those words tore me- flesh from bone
lying, fetal...like a baby
wailing on high
until the angels also cried
One picture was worth one thousand lashings
shaking, heart beat faster, a scream so deep
lamenting so painful...yet it couldn't escape my throat
Nigh collapse
I prayed that god gave me strength to make it through the day
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
I wanted to hate u with every atom in my strong being
but I loved u too much...
others wondered what I was seeing
I wanted to forget ur face, knowing that u could be replaced
yet...I couldn't stop thinking about us
The laughs, the love, the music, the utter connection
Ur face, ur voice...was music to my ears
That day came true, the worst of my fears
god, yes I requested that u reveal to me the truth
But was it ever true on his side?
on my side it was real
real as this pain I feel
Where do I go from here?
There were several others yearning to be my one
but can they ever replace my sun?
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
U called me ur angel
that I am ur everything.
sister, lover, friend & mother...I quote u true
In those minutes I didn't know what to do
Do I surrender? Do I flee?
Do I praise ur essence and forget about me?
Still in limbo...but this I know is true
god made me resilient, so I know that I'll make it through
In the test of time, u will feel my mourning
Regrets that the brilliant gem left the grasp of ur hand
By that time u will have become just dust of sand
An experience on which I can reflect
U will embody ur regrets
regrets morphed into discontent
U will miss the wisdom that I lent
discontent morphed into anger
u will see that there is no other like me
It seems that u will be disillusioned, I'm sure
Didn't understand the assignment
U didn't know that to me, it's so much more
Didn't understand the assignment I suspect
U were all that I dreamed of
The sun rose on u my love
Woe is me that we couldn't b
Eternity is what I envisioned
Tragedy is what I was given
They say that man plans and god laughs
Manifest didn't stand a chance
I thought that everything was ok
yet on this day...the skies turned gray
Didn't think that I could survive...survive without u by my side
O god, how can a love so young be so deep?
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
Those words tore me- flesh from bone
lying, fetal...like a baby
wailing on high
until the angels also cried
One picture was worth one thousand lashings
shaking, heart beat faster, a scream so deep
lamenting so painful...yet it couldn't escape my throat
Nigh collapse
I prayed that god gave me strength to make it through the day
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
I wanted to hate u with every atom in my strong being
but I loved u too much...
others wondered what I was seeing
I wanted to forget ur face, knowing that u could be replaced
yet...I couldn't stop thinking about us
The laughs, the love, the music, the utter connection
Ur face, ur voice...was music to my ears
That day came true, the worst of my fears
god, yes I requested that u reveal to me the truth
But was it ever true on his side?
on my side it was real
real as this pain I feel
Where do I go from here?
There were several others yearning to be my one
but can they ever replace my sun?
I am disillusioned, I guess
Didn't understand the assignment, I suspect
U called me ur angel
that I am ur everything.
sister, lover, friend & mother...I quote u true
In those minutes I didn't know what to do
Do I surrender? Do I flee?
Do I praise ur essence and forget about me?
Still in limbo...but this I know is true
god made me resilient, so I know that I'll make it through
In the test of time, u will feel my mourning
Regrets that the brilliant gem left the grasp of ur hand
By that time u will have become just dust of sand
An experience on which I can reflect
U will embody ur regrets
regrets morphed into discontent
U will miss the wisdom that I lent
discontent morphed into anger
u will see that there is no other like me
It seems that u will be disillusioned, I'm sure
Didn't understand the assignment
U didn't know that to me, it's so much more
RSS Feed